all i am, in your hands.

life's a chore. it always is.
i've always wonder what makes a person perfect.
can't seem to get the answer anyway.
really can't.
i know i've been foolishly stupid. but that's me.
can't change it overnight, can i?

make up physics paper tomorrow.
hopefully, i can make it and promote to jc2 next year.
really want to.
it's no point getting into a college and get kicked out a year after.
really make no sense and it's just a waste of time.


all i can do now,
is to study hard and do my best in everything.
and leave it all to god.


falling on my knees in worship
giving all i am to seek your face
lord all i am is yours

my whole life i place in your hands
god of mercy, humble i bowed down
in your presence, at your throne.

i called,
you answered,
and you came to my rescue.